CW: discussion of suicide, self harm, and eating disorders Relapse thoughts. (11-26-17) At 2:00am, the voice came back, it told me I needed to die. The voice is telling me not to tell anyone so I tell my friend I am fine. I do not miss this feeling, having my life in my hands and metal between my fingertips. You don’t understand the feeling of quiet until you stop talking and bask in loneliness. When everyone who tries to help ends up hurting you. Where the hell did my happin